𝙏𝙤 𝙆𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙣𝙖𝙫,

I never in my worst nightmares thought that I would have to write something like this.

On Saturday, June 6th, you left me even though you promised that you would always be there for me, so come back and explain yourself, you were family to me and I can't imagine my life without you. That day, a small piece of me died with you.

I remember all our stupid games in class, all our sad boi hours, all our deep talks, all the times you would ruffle my hair and completely mess up it, all the times you left various tests and olympiads because you saw me leave the room, all your insults, all your pick up lines, all the times you would try and help me understand maths, when I was sad you were always able to cheer me up in a way no one else could; all your jokes, all the times when I would spend hours making lists and time-tables in the perfect handwriting for you, all the calls and FaceTimes, studying together over the phone, in winter all the times you would steal my coat and refuse to give it back, even we had a fight you would still do anything to help me if I needed anything, your adorable love for Percy Jackson, your traumatizing fan fictions, your hugs and all your different phases. I never got to thank you for literally saving my life in 9th and 10th by convincing me not to end everything, by telling me I was worth it and by other extremely messed up yet adorable ways. You mean the world to me.

You’re the Joey to my Phoebe🤍

I miss you so much and I will always love you, you are and always will be in my heart. May your soul rest in peace and may you get all the love and happiness, that you so rightly deserve.

I know Heaven is a beautiful place because they've got you🤍

See you on the other side bub, I miss you like crazy.